Recently, I had a desire that I believe God put in my heart and I just couldn't wait to have it. Trust it to be number one thought on my mind, top discussion topic with my friends and most important on my prayer list. I'll just keep rambling and hoping and crying and everything. Fam it was a big mess and I just didn't understand why God will whet my appetite and then leave me hanging.
Many times I realize that when I'm praying I get this question on my mind. Why do you want it? My answer is simple. You told me I'll have it. Nothing is more noble than wanting what God wants right? 🤭Then I back it up with the best word....... "Your will not my will, I trust you Lord". I was actually just saying the "password" so he will give me already.
It's true it is what God wants for me. It is true I trust him. This particular desire however, if God wasn't involved it could have easily topped my prayer list. I hope you're following me, let me explain.
Imagine you really want a car for whatever reasons and then you're like God I trust you and I will not idolize this my want. So you remove your mind from it and focus on living as the lord leads you. Then boom💥 he says it's time for you to get the car. You get all excited. You cannot believe he is actually giving you something you really want too. In an instant it takes up your whole mind. Your focus is now more on the car than on God. Everyday you pray for it, speak it forth and all. Then God asks you, why do you want a car?
I'm sure you get it now. Like excuse me darling daddy, you told your girl she will have the car and then you ask why I want it? Because you said it nah...,.. I'm tired of typing. Listen to the rest here on my Podcast.
So tell me, why do you want it?
This is an actual struggle, no jokes. You told me I could have it sir and you told me the time is now that's why I'm here again God... Off to the podcast!
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